His Soul, My Heart! 💕

It was over a week, but no one could find anything of Iram...

Ahmed as usual would visit Iram as he knew where she's living. 

Ayesha was crying for the loss of her daughter. She felt alone in her home. 

Rashid was consoling her but the only words which would come out of her lips except prayers were 'I want Iram back. I want my daughter back'.  Rashid too felt like loosing her daughter and he first time felt the loosing of a daughter in his life.  He was sad too from inside. 

Their friends were trying to search her but no one got success. Or maybe,  no one wanted them to come across with each other till they make up themselves and forget what had happened. 

On the other hand,  Ayaan, he was being guilty around for what he had done. He somehow know that Iram was not at fault.  She did what she felt like to do at that time. Ayaan once thought of imagining himself in her place in that situation and he got his answer.. Iram was innocent. 

He locked himself in his room. Just praying that he will get his love,  his Jaan,  Iram back. 

Ayesha was seeing Ahmed going out of the house at sharp 9:30am. She thought where he is going this early these days. 

She thought of following him.  She took her 2-wheeler and followed him. She stopped to look at a apartment/hotel , where Iram used to live during her college time. 

Ahmed was crying knocking on the door of her bedroom, when her mom entered devastated at the state of the room. 

She knocked at the door and asked Iram to open the door. 

" Beti, open the door. I know what's going in your mind.  Let me help you with this.  Bete open the door,  let's not meet like a mother and daughter,  let's meet like two victims. Please  bete " She pleaded, knocking again and again. 

Don't know what happened to Iram that she opened the door and Ayesha entered. 

She gasped at the state of Iram in which she was once years back. She looked herself in Iram. 

She made Iram sit on bed and she kissed her forehead and said, 

" Beta,  get freshen up.  You look.. .look like... I mean you look worse than before.. please".

" No Ammi,  I am good " She kept her head low and hands around her legs.. 

" Iram,  it's an order from your mother in-law to get bath and come outside in * looking at watch * sharp 30 minutes " Ayesha stood up and went outside,  closing the door and leaving a shocked Iram behind.  She was shocked at the sudden  behaviour of her Ammi. 

But she followed her order and got ready in cyan color kurta with white colored embroidery and white colored palazzo and embroidered cyan and white combination  dupatta. 

Soon,  she opened the door of bedroom,  only to see Ayaan standing in front of her with tears in his eyes. 

Ayaan POV

I was tired now.  Tried of living without any purpose.  It was over a week, but to be specific ,  it was 12 days , 18 hours and 38 minutes that I had not seen her.  I miss her a lot.  I was driving my car after visiting Sadiq and Afreen Bhabhi.  I know that they know about Iram's whereabouts and where she is right now,  but it seems like they were hesitating to reveal about her. This could be proven by the fact that  Afreen Bhabhi was gesturing Sadiq with her eyes trying to tell him,  not to tell about Iram to me.. 

 I remember how we first met.  We both had a hand shake on the day of our introduction. Then we both started talking and I don't know when we became friends. And then lovers. I sighed when I saw the same apartment where she used to live during our college time. 

I remember,  I used to pick her and drop her from apartment to college and back to apartment. I too remember how I made her jealous cum angry when Nawaz came to pick her up and I was with Fauziya Bhabhi. 

I thought of refreshing our memories. As I start taking steps,  I was remembering our moments. Our smiles,  our laugh,  her jokes and my sarcasm. Her style of walking and me copying her.  I smiled....after so long,  I guess.

I was shocked to see that there was no lock on the door.  I got some hope that she might be here. 

Why didn't I had checked here in these days?....Damn me...

As I opened the door,  my doubt got confirmed that she is here. I saw Ammi crying,  sitting on couch and Ahmed consoling her. 

They both looked at me. I was shocked and so were they. 

" Ammi " I whispered. 

" Ayaan,  she is here. Ahmed told me that he knew that she was living her for few days. And he used to check on her but she never opened the door... But she atleast ate the food he used to bring.  She told him that she needs some time alone before she comes back. "

I looked at Ahmed.  He had tears in his eyes. 

" Bhai,  I am sorry,  but she made me promise that I will never tell this to you and Ammi and Abbu. But,  Sadiq Bhaijaan and Afreen Bhabhi caught me. They know about it and me.. And no one else.. I am sorry Bhai"

 I can understand why she might have done that.  I hugged both of them. Tears falling down like a waterfall. 

And then I heard foot steps coming towards the door.  

" You both talk.. and solve this matter alone.  We both will not bulge in this matter. You need to be calm and listen to her.  Let her words come out of her heart and make her calm down.. Make sure you won't hurt her again.. And apologize for what you did. "

Ammi said and she left with Ahmed. 

" We'll be down. Come in few minutes. I am sure,  she will agree.. I know you will make her agree " Ahmed whispered and went. 

*Click*

And the door opened,  revealing Iram, my life. 

I was stunned seeing my Iram.  She was dressed beautifully in Cyan. I chuckled.  Cyan,  Ayaan,  matching with my name 😉.

3rd Person POV

Iram was shocked to see Ayaan in front of her in brown pants and cream shirt. It reminded her of her favourite ice cream.. Belgium Choco chips. She chuckled at her thoughts and saw him chuckling too. 

Her smile vanished in nano seconds.  She closed the door but Ayaan pushed the door and entered the room only to gasp at the condition of the room. 

" Why are you here now? You already have broken me into millions and billions of pieces.  You almost slapped me,  you said that you don't believe me ..you said that you don't need me in your life anymore...you said that I could have saved our child. ..Then leave now.... * After a pause * But it was difficult for me you idiot .. " Ayaan was standing there like a statue... 

As its said,  when your spouse is on fire, you  be water. It means that when your partner is angry and out of control,  then be a calm person and listen to the matter he/she wants to share. 

Ayaan was doing the same.  He was calm so that Iram would calm herself after saying all the words and thoughts roaming in her mind. And maybe then he would get a chance of explaining his part. 

She continued, 

" It was difficult for me... I had to choose between you and the child.  I was confused. If I had choose the baby,  I was feeling like I will loose both because the baby was not even born. And.. and I had a feeling that baby would die... I felt like,  choosing you would be good.  If you were with me,  then we both can live happily,  even though a sadness of loosing the baby would be there.  I thought you would help me in recovering from that incident and I would in return help you out.. I needed you at that time the most.  My heart and my mind craved for you . So I did what my heart said. I chose you over baby.  I chose my evergreen love for you over my soon to be motherhood love. 

I. .I am ..I am at fault... I really am... It happened because of me right ?  And now,  you don't need me in your life. ... Then I should have died taking that bullet instead of killing that child.. " Iram said and was about of walk when Ayaan grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards him. 

He cupped her face with his hands , wiping the tears and said, 

" You are not at fault Jaan,  you are not " Iram's eyes widen hearing him call 'Jaan'. She gulped. 

" I know,  I did mistake saying so many harsh words to you... " He continued.. with their eyes looking at each other.. the emotion. ..

" I was hurt too...I thought. ..if you chose the baby,  you would live happily and I would sacrifice my life for that happiness.  ..I wanted to die. ..But your evergreen love , pulled me towards you... 

I am sorry,  I shouted at you , I slapped you, I said that I don't want you in my life... but see what has happened when you are not with me.  I am a damaged soul in front of you...

Yes,  I was broken too... yet I wanted you... 

I needed you but damn me,  I. .i said harsh words to send you away.  ..I am sorry my love...I am sorry.  I was crazy after having babies.. And those good news we were getting made it worse.  I couldn't control myself.

I just wanted a happy family,  with you and kids playing around.  Maybe 2-3 kids playing.. not a cricket team. *Both of them chuckled*

I am a damaged soul,  Jaan.  Please heal me. .please heal me with your lovely and beautiful hands... Let's get connected again.. 

My soul to your heart, your soul to my heart... 

Let's get together again.. I promise,  now I will be a different man.. "The experienced one " ..atleast a little experienced.. * Both chuckled again *... Please come back... I am nothing without you... I need you. ..please do a honour to me and accept my proposal, Jaan.  

Come back home,  as my friend,  as my love , as my Jaan  , as my Iram.. " 

There was a long silence. They shared eye conatct.He was waiting for her answer. She thought for minutes.

" You know how to make me agree " She whispered.

He was looking in her eyes, to get any clue if she will accept or not but her reply made him jump in happiness..

" I think,  I have fallen in love with  you over again " She whispered and smiled.. 

Ayaan smiled too and embraced her in a tight bear hug. ..He was happy, so was she... 

She knew that even if she would say no and get angry with him,  he would make her heart say yes,  even though she won't.  Because her  heart was overruled by him,  by his soul ...

His Soul,  My heart! 

A/n

Assalamualaikum Warehmatullahi Wabarakatuh

How are you all?  I am good Alhamdulillah...

Finally,  I wrote a chapter... 😱😱

I did it.. Can't believe myself.. 😜

Well, all the extra classes and tests in coaching made me busy..

Sorry for late update... But will surely gonna update soon...

But when I don't even know myself... 😝😜

So,  how was the ending?..

Interesting? Funny? 

Did she forgave him easily?

Well,  it's officially completed...

Hurray!  Yipee!  *Jumping like a maniac* 😜

Well,  now,  epilogue and amazing bonus chapters are waiting... Will surely gonna write them soon..

Need few days and your patience..

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Thanks for all your love... My book reached #5 for mohabbat... Thank you so much for making my day.. I was on cloud seventeen knowing my ranks.. 😜😉😉

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Okay... So,  it's around 11:56 pm here in India.. And I have to go to sleep...

So,  hoping to update soon, 

Good night

Sleep tight

Sweet Dreams

Take care

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Love you all

Iram Khan