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Iram P. O. V.

Today was my interview and it went well... Don't know the result... Results will be available soon before Sunday means till tomorrow ...

I was relaxed now but still tension for result.. If I'll be selected or not ... Then came a scene in my mind...

I slowly walked to my bag without making any sound , open the envelope... There was a letter and a pendrive...

The letter says that put pendrive in your laptop and see it...

But I had not brought the laptop... I was sad now... I then put back pendrive in the envelop with letter and put it back in my bag...

Later I put the envelope and pendrive in drawer..

I then took out the pendrive from the drawer and inserted in laptop...

A video clipped started with a lines coming with our pics in collage in background....

Jo roothe tu ,toh tujhko manana chahta hoon ,

Teri har muskurahat par, muskurana chahta hun ,

Meri zindagi mein aakar , tune mera saara gham bhula diya,

Toote kaanch sa tha mein, kohinoor bana diya...

[ Whenever you're upset, I want to make you happy,

I want to smile at your every smile,

With you I forgot my sadness,

I was like a broken glass, you made me a gem like kohinoor... ]

Then a collage came of me and Ayaan facing each other.. And his video started..

Asslamualaikum

I whispered Walaikum assalam

Iram, ( he took a breath)

You know what my feelings are for you... I had a first sight love with you... By you with me, makes me comfortable... Your smile makes me smile. Remember the day we introduced ourselves... Our first day of meet...When you did treatment of me the day I saved you from goons... You are a gem... Because of it I feel overprotectiveness towards you.. even more than your brothers...

I just want to say... ( tears started  coming out )

Let me love you, care for you, support you, understand you and respect you... Let me make you mine... Because I love you...

And it ended... I was not knowing what to say or do... I was speechless... But I found second video too... And so clicking it, appeared Dadu ..

Asslamualaikum beta, child.. I whispered walaikum assalam Dadu..

Bete, I know it's like you are confused now.. You may feel like why this family is asking for you in their life.... It's because we see a daughter in you..Your personality makes us rely on the point to make you our family The Khan's daughter in-law and first daughter in-law of this house... Become Ayaan's wife.. He needs you...support him...trust him... And you need him too...

I know you must be thinking of your parents, how they'll allow and all.... But remember if Allah (SWT) has made both of you for each other then no one can separate you except death... Be life partner... Be Jannah partner for each other...

You'll think that I have gone mad or what because I am going to say this..

Beta if you call me Dadu  then say yes to this proposal.. You'll be very happy in your married life... I guarantee it because he is same like me...

I did the same with his Dadi... We both were batchmate and I was like love at first sight...and for halal relationship , I did what Ayaan did...I tried to know if she has any feelings for me or not and then after knowing that I sent a letter to her confessing my feelings and then when she said yes , i told my parents and they said they will send proposal and you know we lived happy life...She is in Jannah now and you know halal love and relationship is more pure and enjoyable...I just want bete live a happy and halal life... Bete if you fear about what your parents might think of this then leave it on me..that thing only boys have to do to get their love in their life...

Think once about what I said bete...

Ayaan even didn't know that i have also saved this video in that pendrive you are having but please don't tell that i have sent too until right time comes...

Seeing it, I cried... I was..... Speechless... I can't.... think currently now... I mean..... What to do know?... I was panicking ....

Iram, breath in and out... I was saying to myself...

Before I could do anything more to calm myself, my father called...

' Asslamualaikum papa '

' Walaikum assalam beta (child), your's result of interview has come in my mobile '

' Then what's it ? '

' Beta you are not selected.. I was saying beta come back to Sagar beta... Come back... '

' Papa... H.. Ho... How? '

' Beta just calm down.. Breath in and out... Okay... ' I did what he said and.. I was finally calm..

' Beta I know it's a shock for you but remember just start with small and then raise... '

' Ji ' I said and we said salam and I cut the call...i was never much friendly to my parents...My secrets were only known to my diary in my mobile...i remember when i was in class 9th , i started writing my views on married life and future through my surroundings...

 My mobile was vibrating and to see I got to know my friends were chatting...

I am not selected in that hospital - Afreen

Me too - Iram

Now what to do - Sadiq

I don't know, will think - Ayaan  

I was knowing that hospital will never select us...they should have told before that they will not select us ..at least I would have enjoyed more alone time in Bhopal ... - Afreen

so you enjoyed my company ha? - Sadiq

stop your lovy dovy talks ( rolling eyes) - Ayaan

There's sad news... - Iram

What? ' Ayaan

Hey tell what is it? - Afreen

Iram tell - Sadiq

Type fast, my BP is increasing - Ayaan

I have to go back to my home... My father is calling me back... He said its okay if I am not selected by I should start in clinic with my parents... He said he'll make arrangements and so I have to go. - Iram

What? No way - Afreen

I am about to cry - Afreen

Iram tell when you want to go, I'll do arrangements okay.. - Sadiq

Okay Bhaijaan - Iram

Where is Ayaan? He is online - Sadiq

Ayaan just calm yourself down ..i am coming - Sadiq

No need just be with Afreen baji ..Its late night and today is last day for you both to be alone so just have some privacy moments - Ayaan

Yes Ayaan is right... You two just be together tonight - Iram

And I got a call... From non other than Ayaan

' Asslmaualaikum ' he said

' Walaikum assalam '

' You are going..to get rid of me na '

' No it's not that.. Papa said or else I would have stayed '

' Hmm.. Just fake statements '

' It's truth.. Why are you making me annoy? What you want from me now? '

' You.. I want you to stay here '

' But I have to go back one day... Get married... Have children... Make them something in their life.. Live peacefully and then.. ' I don't know what I was saying..my mind was saying it...without even thinking...

' Stop.. Just stop ' and he cut the call...

I know what problem he is facing with... My heart is saying to stop... But my mind to go and become something... And... And... I chose my mind over my heart....

A/n

Asslamualaikum

How was the chapter? ...now I'll write two  more chapter of this book then will write 2nd book ' Our Love '...

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